"Everyone thinks you are an open book today because the showy Leo Moon is in your 1st House of Personality. But unbeknown to others, you are in touch with deeply rooted emotions that have not yet reached the surface. Your hidden thoughts carry more weight because they are unspoken; once you share them the energy will quickly dissipate. In the meantime, observe how others judge you without necessarily saying more than you must." Rick Levine
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Whether I believe in astrology or not, this statement rings true. Why am I having such a hard time letting my guard down and exposing the reality I am experiencing? I am really at a loss about how to put my life back together in a meaningful whole. This is so totally ridiculous. Just the same I am feeling incredibly sad.